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03/07/2003

In the pink

Today I peed on a stick and got two pink lines. The first positive pregnancy test I've ever had.

I am one smug motherfucker today.

I showed it to Paul, who was skeptical. (It's his job to keep me pragmatic, and I love him for it. Really. Stop laughing.) "Are you sure the shot's out of your system yet?" he asked.

Reasonably sure, since today is 9 days past transfer. But just to be one the safe side, I stole out like a thief this afternoon and bought three more pregnancy tests to use on the sly.

Comments (242)

1. Michelle said:

I want to at least know a little if i'm pregrant
so what i'm i going to do if i don't least know a little.

2. anna said:

after ivf transfer I am having white discharge. Is it normal.

3. anna said:

after ivf transfer I am having white discharge. Is it normal.

4. anna said:

after ivf transfer I am having white discharge. Is it normal.

5. danyelle barber said:

If you feel like you have had a miscarriage? but took a pregnancy test again, will it still read posistive because the pregnacy hormone is still in your body?

6. amber said:

I've been pregnant 11 times but never made it past 7 weeks. my most recent was June 04 i lost the baby 24 of July and now I am late by a couple of days but I'm scared to take a test I can't go through another loss.

7. unknown said:

well on january i had sex with my boyfriend his sperms went in me 2 days later i had my period and last month i had my period this month iam waiting to see if my period cames does this mean i could be preagnant or iam not or its rare some times if any thing that can help me please email me.

8. monica48bey said:

is it normal to have white discharge all the time.i mean when im not on my period. what does that mean ?

9. melinda walker said:

Hey my breast nipple been sore since 1 weeks.... And I having a discharge it's look like cheese cottage and I been having headaches often this weeks so I don't know why I been having headaches.. And I been avoid eatting something but I need to know am I pregnant or not but my boyfriend are trying get me pregnant last april 11th but my peroid is always coming on 29th

10. melinda walker said:

Hey my breast nipple been sore since 1 weeks.... And I having a discharge it's look like cheese cottage and I been having headaches often this weeks so I don't know why I been having headaches.. And I been avoid eatting something but I need to know am I pregnant or not but my boyfriend are trying get me pregnant last april 11th but my peroid is always coming on 29th

11. shell said:

Are home pregnancy tests fool-proof? I do have some pregnancy symtoms, took a test it faintly was positive, took another one 3 days later said negative

12. Danielle said:

I was pregnant a few months ago and I miscarriaged but my period was normal after that so...I was supposed to have my period by the end of the month but it's already the the 7th of June and I use protection with my boyfriend. I also have been experiencing white discharge and increased appitite and also I am so exhausted whem I wake up. Could I be pregnant or is it just stress?

13. Elizabeth said:

Today I peed on a stick and got two pink lines. The first positive pregnancy test I've ever had. I have taken two more since then. THe Dr told me to come in July and an Ultrasound. That is 3 weeks away. Do you really think that i am pregnate.

14. Angela said:

I am about 5 weeks prenant and I have a lot of discharge is this normal

15. jeanzen said:

my last menstruation was delayed for five days and when it came, my discharge was only for a day and a half. there was heavy flow on the first day but on the second, the flow is only light and brownish. today is the 15th day of my cycle and i am having a discharge of brownish spots. what could this mean?

16. Ray said:

my wife is two months pregnant, this is our first hand experience,. My question is that, will it be safe for both the baby and mother if I decide to have sex with my wife? Is so then, upto how many months can we have sex? Currently,I stopped having sex with my wife for about a month as a precaution, since she is two months pregnant.

17. kadosh said:

i had 3rd ivf trasfer 11days ago i an waiting for a test on monday! i have taken home test but still negative, hopping to get pisitive on monday.

18. ana said:

first congrats for charlie!! i read about your experience on reader's Digest on spanish (selecciones),and i be try to get pregnant for 11 years, last three months I star prepared my body for a IVF finally the big day come and everything was perfect, after 10 days the doctor call and wonderfull news I AM PREGNANT for the first time on 11 years, then 5 days later call me again and tell me I NOT PREGNANT ANYMORE, now i am on the middle of a lot confussiones can i be strong enough the do again everything??? can you help me to found some strenghts to be over this?? now i am so depressed and frustated, my husband feel like was my fault i lost the embryon.please i need some advices for you .thanks

19. Lauren said:

I had an overwhelming feeling I was pregnant, took a test which was faintly 2 pink lines, then last week I had really bad period pain and my period was quite clotted, when I went to the toilet a finger nail size bloody blob came out, did I lose the baby? I have been through alot of stress and was even taking hospital due to having to many pain killers could this have done harm to the baby?

20. Laura said:

i think i may be pregnant. I have unprotected sex regular, but i have been off the pill for 4 months. i am experiencing several period pains, i have very irregular period so i do not know when i am due. Pregnancy test showed negative, could i be pregnant?

21. savio said:

MY WIFE DID HER IVF 22 DAYS BACK ,WE DID HOME PREGNANCY TEST AFTER 19 DAYS OF IVF IT CAME NEGATIVE,3 DAYS PASSED SHE MISSED HER PERIOD AND SHE IS GETTING BROWNISH DISCHARGE.WE ARE AFRAID TO DO HPT FOR SOMETIME CAN SHE BE PREGNANT

22. Zoeangelina said:

My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for 6 monthes now. This month I had my period for only one day, could I be pregnant?

23. Anna said:

Hello everyone. I have not had a period since Oct. I think the first day of my last period was October 20, 2005. I am not exactly sure about that. I have not had a period since than and I have taken 3 HPT(home pregnancy test) and they all were negative. I believe I am pregnant but everyone is telling me that it could be hormones. I am not sure. I have never missed my period for this long. I may have missed one. But no more then that. Whenever I do miss a period I normally get it the next month. But not this time. I am so worried about being pregnant?

24. erica said:

My question is that im 35 weeks and im having a lot of fluid coming out of me. I was just wondering if thats normal or what? my sis thinks i may be goin in2 preterm labor? is that true?

25. said:

I'm 11 days past my IVF transfer and had a blood pregnancy test today. The nurse called to say it was a positive test but that my levels were only 10. What does this all mean? Am I pregnant or not? Will I have a miscarriage?

26. jacqueline said:

hi, I am 15 days past egg retrieval, and still a negative HPT. I am feeling very down, since I had 3 embryos transferred (because of advanced age) but maybe none 'took'?

Has anyone ever had a negative and then a BFP a few days later?? (I am now 12 days past transfer)

It was our one and probably only shot at IVF, since the UK cost is exorbitant!!

Any advice?

thanks

jacqueline

27. erika said:

My period was 4 days late this month.I finally came on Feb.4th but it was brown, and it's barely on. I took a pregnancy test and it was negative. What does this mean?

28. Jill said:

My period is not due for another 6 days and my breast have been sore for a week. I have been having some discharge and minor cramping for about 5 days. I my face has been breaking out like crazy. I know these can all be signs that you are pregnant. I think I am only a week and two days pregnant. But, all my test say negative is this normal?

29. Lisa said:

I had my period 3 weeks ago and everything was fine.... then 2 weeks later i had it again, i was reading up on it and sites said to check for pregnancy first? is that true... could i be pregnant... and when will i be able to find out?

30. nancy said:

I just want to tell everyone out the I wondered what would happen to me when I had unprotected sex then my period came and I thought I might be pregnant but I never was so everyone out their if you have you period after you have sex you are ok and you wont get pregnant, ok you well come nancy

31. Thea said:

I am 36. I had my tubes tied in 97' because I lived with a aunt and uncle who were hard on me. I have sinced married and I am very depressed because I want to give my husband a child. The problem is my tubes. I found places who will untie them but the cost is from $5k - $6k. (No financing). Does anyone know of a place that will finance this process? My husband has no children and I want to give him one or two.
Thanks

32. mike said:

I have been away 4 3months and I came back on the 16th of february and around this time my girlfriend usually has her period and it is the 21st and she hasn't had it yet is she pregnant or is that normal to be 5 days late someone let me know

33. sp said:

we have been trying from past 4 months now.My period date was 24th feb, it's 27th feb today n i am seeing brown n red blood ..does it mean that i am not pregnant ? or is it due to implantation? please help..

34. renae said:

hey i have been trying to get pregnant for about 4 months and i found out a few days ago that i am pregnant. my back has been hurting really bad so could i be more that 2 weeks pregnant god i hope so

35. pinky06 said:

My fiance and I have unprotected sex.My last period was January 2,2006,which now makes it 2 months since I had one.I also have been bloated in the abdominal area and feeling nauseated.I went to the doctor Saturday and took an urine test but it came back negative.I was told to take a blood test to be sure.If that comes back negative what is possibly wrong with me.Today makes a year that I had a miscarriage.Help me please.

36. Kendra said:

Could I be pregnant? I thought I started on March 8th,2006 and then on the 9th I stopped could I be pregnant? The last period I had was January 20,2006. But I don't have regular periods.I usually go without a period for about 2 to 3 Months. The last time me and my Boyfriend had sex was February 10th,2006. Could I be pregnant? I have already took two Home Pregnancy Tests and they were both negative.This has been first of the month of March since I took the HPT.Please let me know.
Thankyou,
Kendra Johnson

37. emely said:

hey everybody, i had my LMP January 25, 2006 and now we are on March 11, 2006 and i havent seen it yet. I will be so happy if i'm pregnant because i miscarriged on Dec.1, 2005. But, at the same time i'm concerned because i already took two home-pregnancy test and were negative, but im feeling something in my upper stomic and i cant bend down for anything would make me feel unconfortable. Please, feel free to have some coments about it. thank you

Emely

38. emely said:

hey everybody, i had my LMP January 25, 2006 and now we are on March 11, 2006 and i havent seen it yet. I will be so happy if i'm pregnant because i miscarriged on Dec.1, 2005. But, at the same time i'm concerned because i already took two home-pregnancy test and were negative, but im feeling something in my upper stomic and i cant bend down for anything would make me feel unconfortable. Please, feel free to have some coments about it. thank you

Emely

39. ashley said:

i dont beieve in pregnancy test at all you guys because i've taken 3 of them which all came out to be negative but i strongly believe i am and i was wondering is there anothe way to find out if your pregnant

40. Katrina said:

You can go and get a quanitive blood test from your doctor or the health department. THey are the most accurate at detecting even the smallest amount of HCG. Good Luck!

41. Mistie said:

I was 20 days late and had taken 3 hpt and they all said negative so I went to the doc had a blood test and it was positve but the HCG was only at a 6 and they tell you anything 5 and under is negative they had me come back 48hours later and take another one and it was 16 they say in needs to dubble every 48hours but 72hours after that I miscarriged. I had been trying to get pregnant for a year, is there anything that you can do to keep from miscarring?

42. hailey said:

hey there i have recently misscarried on the 27th or march 06 i have not passed anythink that looks like a fetus just strat blood, i was 12 weeks and the scan showd no heart beat and was told it was died i have bleed 9 days now and still no clot can anyone help me

43. Norma said:

My boyfriend and I have been having sex, sometimes with and without a condom.He says he doesn't remember if he came inside or not.I'm waiting for my period to start by April 11th.I have two kids already, so there is a chance of me getting pregnant again.I'm not experience any nausea yet,like I did with my two kids.Is there a possibility I might be pregnant?

44. christina said:

i took clomid this month and im due to start my period on the 10th of april. i had some red spotting then nothing and now a little today. my nipples have been sore for a week. but i dont know if its from the clomid. i would have ovulated on the 24th of march. is it to early to tell if i am pregnant has any one ever had spotting red blood before you cycle and got pregnant?

45. DIANNA said:

I FOUND OUT IN DEC,2005 THAT I WAS 2MONTHS PREGNANT I HAD MISCARRIAGE IN JAN,2006 I WAITED TO SEE IF MY PERIOD COME ON IT CAME ON AND IN FEB AND MAR,2006 NOW IT IS APRIL,2006 IN MY PERIOD IS REGULAR I AM DUE IN THREE DAYS BUT TODAY I WAS SPOTTING IN HAVING CRAMPS COULD THIS BE MY PERIOD OR IMPLANTATION DAY MY NIPPLES ARE SORE IN HAVIN PAIN ON MY LEFT SIDE AM I PREGNANT OR IT JUST MY PERIOD COMING ON EARLY I HOPE THAT I AM PREGNANT GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE FEMALE

46. joy said:

hi,i have no period ,3 weeks now, and drives me crazy because i used a hpt a hundreds times,but still negative, plese help me, iam sooooooo scared maybe i have a cancer or what? i test again this morning and still negative,i cant sleep thinking about maybe something wrong with me? plssssssss help me,e-mail me if you can,my e-mail add is,,joynmark2000@yahoo.com.hk thanks a lot

47. Jessica said:

hey guys, i was supposed to start my period but like 3 days ago I thought i started... i was all light brown and no blood, it went away the day after it started. does this mean i'm pregnant?

48. kayleigh said:

my boyfriend came in me on my ovulation day and the two days after now my period is late i feel sick im tired and i keep having to go to the toilet im too scared to do a test incase i am pregnant do you think i am pregnant

49. steph said:

hello,
I been trying to get pregnant for a year now and i am not due untill may 2nd thats in 6 more days, but today I started spotting pink I dont know if that was a scrap in side opps.. or if its because im pregnant and its implanting.. I hope im pregnant.. my breast well nipples been sore for a week now but thats not new just the spotting and alittle cramping today.. I just want to know if i am or not?? If anyone can answer that please email me at stephygurl18@yahoo.com.... Thanks

50. Belochka said:

Hello, I have a 26-28 day cycle in between periods. The last few months I've had 26 days. Then last month it was 28. I missed my period on the 28th day and yesterday. Then last night I had very light pink spots when I wiped myself. I tried again a few hours later and nothing. Then I went to bed and woke up in the morning and it's still light. My husband and I went to take a urine test at the hospital and the test result came out as "very low positive"..what are my chancs of pregnancy? We have been trying since October of 2005. We are a young couple, my husband is 25 and I am 21. I am not bleeding as such. My periods are usually heavy, but this time it's very light pink and hardly enough to even use a pad or tampon. Could you please help me out and tell me what my chances are of pregnancy?

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